by Heidi Kortman -
Douay Bede sat in the corner of his cell,
facing the box with the quarr his mother had brought him.
“Your name is Pangur Ban,” he said in a
firm voice. He had to speak loudly enough to keep the kit’s attention, but
without such force that someone could overhear and interrupt. That would be
disaster.
“Pangur Ban, I am Douay Bede, and you are
mine.” Scratching noises came from the box. He raised his voice. “You are mine,
Pangur Ban. I am Douay Bede, who will shelter you from storms and bring you to
food-filled places.”
The kit’s scratching grated on his ears,
but he might not need to endure it long. “Pangur Ban, the box is small around
you. I am Douay Bede, your domesticator. It is I who open lids. Pangur Ban, you
are mine.” The kit tried again to widen the ventilation hole with its serrated
claw. Once, twice, the claw extended to its full, increasing length. The last
quarr he domesticated before coming to the Abbey grew to be over five feet from
nose to tail tip, and weighed seventy five pounds.
Now. “Pangur Ban, I am Douay Bede, and you
are mine. There is a spider here for you to hunt.” He’d spoken the name seven
times. It should be enough. Douay Bede reached out and opened the lid.
The quarr leaped up. It pushed off his left
shoulder, then twisted in mid air to spring off the wall. Its claws found
purchase on the textured stone, and the hunt was on. Bouncing from wall to wall
Pangur Ban climbed the corner. He reached out his right front paw with claws
retracted, and batted at the thick web near the ceiling.
The trencher-sized orange legged spider
emerged. Pangur Ban sang his hunt call, a long tone deep and resonant like the
bass notes played on a cello. The spider raised its front legs and displayed
its fangs. Pangur Ban’s ears went back, and he swatted the arachnid down.
Douay Bede climbed on top of his cot.
Pangur Ban dropped from his perch, and
slapped his paw, claws out, on the spider. Internal fluids spurted. The quarr
shook the carcass from its claws, then cleaned its paw, before crunching down
the prey.
Douay Bede unknotted his belt. It was
almost time for step two. He began to re-shape the belt end.
Pangur Ban stretched. He lifted his head,
scanning the web at the ceiling. His ears flicked. The quarr scampered toward
the ceiling again. Supporting himself on his rear paws, he reached out both
forefeet and scored through the tough web, exposing a glistening mass of nearly
mature eggs.
Douay Bede shivered. He’d been living and
sleeping this close to that? Pangur Ban sang as he ate, the tone rising and
falling in a rhythm that somehow conveyed satisfaction. The quarr dropped to
the floor with a solid thump, and prowled. Into dark corners, under the table,
and finally beneath the cot. Time for step two.
Douay Bede let the end of his belt brush
the floor. The raveled ply spread out like spider’s legs. If he could get
Pangur Ban to play, his domestication would be almost complete.
The quarr’s thick foreleg and broad paw
shot out from beneath the cot. Douay Bede flipped the belt up, moving it. The
thin mattress rose under his foot as the quarr tried to crouch in a space
almost too small.
“Pangur Ban, come out.” He moved the belt
again. “Come out to me, Douay Bede, and play.”
With a fluid rush, Pangur Ban emerged.
Silvery white, his scales caught the light coming from beneath the door. His
tufted ears flicked forward and back as he stalked the improvised toy.
Douay Bede snapped the rope upward, to
settle on the table. Pangur Ban sprang. Crouching on the table top, Pangur Ban
slitted his pupils narrow. Douay Bede moved the rope to land beside him on the
cot. Pangur Ban extended himself in a leap, landing heavy. He sat tall, making
soft pizzicato sounds.
Douay Bede reached out. The quarr’s eyes followed
his movement, and he yawned but did not bite as Douay Bede stroked him between
the ears. “Pangur Ban,” he said. “I am Douay Bede, and you are mine.”
Pangur Ban stepped into Douay Bede’s lap.
“Maybe seventeen pounds, and this young.” The quarr rolled onto its side and
blinked at him. “Left eye green, right eye purple.” The scales along its body
bore swirling spirals that coiled to the right. His parents had given him one
of the best, quickest, longest lived, and protective. The quarr reached out. “No
claws with me. I am Douay Bede, and you are mine, Pangur Ban.” Domestication
complete.
Douay Bede lifted the quarr, and stood.
“Mother, Mother—what a publication gift.” She’d want her box back. He set the
well-fed animal into it, and retied his belt rope before he gripped the box
handles. “Ride, Pangur Ban.” He took three steps, then paused before the door.
How would he open it with his hands full?
Pangur Ban slashed out, shifting the
weighty sliding door to create a narrow gap. Douay Bede wedged his foot into
it. Then, he twisted and pushed with his left elbow until he could sidle
through. “You’re almost too heavy to be carried like this.”
Pangur Ban twanged at him, then bumped the
underside of Douay Bede’s chin with the top of his head. The hallway was empty,
and Douay Bede settled into the stride he’d have to substitute for a run. If he
hurried, he could still have time with his parents.
He emerged from the tunnel. Off to his
right, his mother and father were standing with Brother Charles. “Pangur Ban,
come out.”
Instead of leaping down, as Douay Bede
expected, the quarr reached up, and pulled itself to his shoulders. “You’re
really heavy.” Douay Bede closed the lid of the box as he walked forward.
“Father, Mother, thank you for the publication gift. This is Pangur Ban.”
“Well done,” she said, and leaned, smiling,
against his father’s shoulder. His father wrapped an arm around her, while
adjusting his hat with his other hand.
“That’s my boy.”
It was the most praise Douay Bede could
expect. He shifted his weight to face Brother Charles. “These, Brother, are my
parents, and this is Pangur Ban, their publication gift to the Order.”